As the sun rises….

Walking through the desert

As the sun rises I remember these days. What used to be beautiful is now something you regret. I am at the place again where I wish it never did. Even with the light spilling in through the window it doesn’t lesson the darkness I feel. It just reminds me I have another day filled with battles ahead of me. 15 hours at work today and really all I want to do is go home and pull the covers over my head and not acknowledge life.

It’s cheap choosing this road. I have beat this before and I know with a lot of time and hard work I could again. But I just don’t want to. I don’t want to rise again to find myself at some point back here. I hate the thought it was so easy to trip and fall again and now sitting here so many months…

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